it takes courage to grow up and become who you really are {e.e. cummings}

todaythis weekend was great. it started off with beautiful weather for Coop’s t-ball game, followed by a fun-tastic birthday party, and spending the night at grandmas. today there was starbucks for breakfast, shopping with dad at target and a marathon of putting presents together. we finished up the big celebration weekend with a spaghetti dinner made by mom (um….yes i can cook) and some ice cream (C may have had his fill of birthday cake the day before, as he asked for the purple balloon & mom gave him the piece with the purple balloon). we will be documenting (taking pictures) off all his new lego creations and his other gifts tomorrow, so stay tuned!
i do have to admit that i am a little sad tonight. a happy kind of sad, hard to explain, but as i carried my now 5 year old up to bed i thought about how big he is, and tried to remember his 1st birthday, or even his birthday last year. today he is five, next week he is off to kindergarten, and before i know it he will be off to high school, college, and where ever else life takes him. don’t get me wrong, part of me is glad he is older, and can do so many things: get dressed himself, make decisions about what he wants to wear, brush his teeth, buckle his seat-belt, clean his room, help around the house….you get the idea. he actually has become quite responsible and helpful, when he wants to. there are some new things i look forward to seeing him do, like…..tying his shoes, reading, telling time, and making his own breakfast (cereal only). i’m sure my sadness will pass, just like the memories of his previous birthdays. but i know i can not keep him from growing up.