my poor little man was sick yesterday. sick – like stay home from school sick.  he was coughing so much i was sure he would not be able to complete his work, so he stayed home.  later we went to the doctors, me thinking he might have a sinus infection or bronchitis or something.  when we got there, he was pretty quiet except for the barking seal cough. as we sat in the room waiting to see the dr, he was pretty miserable.  as soon as she came in to see him, she could see that he was having trouble breathing.  she suggested a breathing treatment right there in the office.  he has never had a breathing treatment. he was so good, just sat there, with me holding him and his dinosaur mask on.  i felt so bad for him.  he never said a word.  and i missed it, just thought he had a cough.  it was one of those moments when time seems to pass so slowly, and i just sat holding him, thinking of all the mommy mistakes i have made and where this one fit in, and watching the medicine make a white cloud in the mask and his chest working so hard to breathe.  not something i will soon forget.  but my little man took it all in stride.  a few more breathing treatments since then and he seems to be doing fine.  late last night, i checked my email and found this wonderful photo of my boy.  it is actually this very photo that i had planned on posting today.  to my surprise, my dear friend nancy had pulled this photo from a set that i shared with her to play with and work her photoshop magic on. she made the wonderful colors just pop and added just the right textures too.  thank you my friend!